To get out of my house and to actually do something fun, I found a stay-at-home mom's club for Evie and me to join. I only signed up about a week ago and already we've had so much fun. We went to the monthly meeting, met some moms and kids to be her friends, had story time at the library, and lunch at Mooyahs. Not a bad burger, I'd say. Today we're going to Swirl Bakery for a fundraiser and next week is Chuck E. Cheese and Paradise Pond. So, lots of things to do! The little boys seem to take a liking to her because they all blush when they see her or pat her on the head if they are a little older. LOL! Like a puppy. I guess daddy best be dusting his shotgun early!!
Anyway, my cardiologist appointment is this Friday. I hope all turns out well. Maybe he'll just give me some medication to help regulate it and nothing more. It just seems like anything triggers the palpitations: excitement, anger, caffeine, chasing Evie, sometimes before or after I eat. AM I DOOMED OR WHAT?! What an f'in case I've turned out to be! Never thought of me as weak, now look... I cry at everything and if my heart raises just a beat, it flips out! When that happens, I feel the need to sit down and literally not do anything. Chris had to watch John Q Saturday night, and I was like NOOOOO!!! And he said he was studying different films and how they incorporate when turning points should occurs. As soon as he left the room and it was over, I died crying. I thought, I don't want Chris to hold up a hospital because they can't get my name on a donor's list! LOL! I know. I'm overreacting. My heart isn't that bad. It's just when you can relate to the characters, you think the worst. XD
Well, I got to get ready because we are going to Swirl Bakery! That place is so rich, I really can only eat a bite of their cakes. It's yum and love.
I get them after I eat too! I have mentioned it to two Cardiologists and they said it is my body digesting the food and that my autonomic nervous system is very sensitive. I just eat less and that seems to help a lot. My heart would jump to 100 after eating and I thought.. UGGGHHH. I am sure everything will be ok, Leila. I know you're scared and I was too but once that appointment is done... you'll have peace of mind and know what is going on.
ReplyDeleteThat is so good you're apart of a Mommy and Me group. My friends swear by them and meet really great people. Keep having fun with Evie :)
Love,
Tina xo